Lil Nas X shares struggles with depression and hypochondria
Lil Nas X A series of videos openly opened up about his struggle with mental health.
On Tuesday, the 21-year-old rapper Shared on TikTok His battle with depression, suicidal thoughts and hypochondria, which is anxiety that causes undue fear associated with one’s health. The musician, whose real name is Montero Lamar Hill, said he “started going to the doctor out of great fear! I soon e!”, But making music helped him to be “happy again”.
Reflecting several times before the outlet was found, Nas X shared that after dropping out of college, he was kicked out of his sister’s house and after “feeling hopeless” and leaving with his brother, he Witnessed domestic violence.
However a few months later, “Old Town Road” became a viral hit. But fame solved some issues – he was able to buy his first apartment and put his mother in rehab – it deteriorated others. “During this time I was smoking heavily and was really concerned with the amount of success,” he wrote. After coming out as gay in public and breaking up with her boyfriend, “I found myself in a hotel room contemplating ending it all, but I didn’t.”
This is not the first time the “Panini” rapper has revealed his mental health struggles with fans. In a series of tweets in 2019, he talked about his “high ups and downs”.
“I usually deal with my time of grief in private because I don’t like my fans or family feeling sorry for me … When you arrive in that hotel room and it’s just you, you’re very Do it thoughtfully. Small things. ” Gets so big, ”he tweeted.
I usually deal with my times of grief in private because I don’t like my fans or family feeling sorry for me. There was a lot of ups and downs in this year. When you go to that hotel room and it’s just you, you think a lot. Small things become so big.
– nope (@LilNasX) 8 December, 2019
I like to pretend hate and don’t meet me, but subconsciously it eats me. The world is like U and knowing that it can all go away at any time is scary. With all this being said, I need anyone who cares enough to read it to live in this time. love U guys
– nope (@LilNasX) 8 December, 2019
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